growing up i was never told that an emptiness could feel so heavy
and these bags under my eyes do nothing but drag me down (drag me down)
i've sacrificed so many perfect days, to secure some later on
watched the time all slip away, but they're already gone (already gone)
i don't know why i insist
being such a pessimist
i can't stand myself, can't deal with all of this
no it can't be, the way it was when i was sixteen
no it can't be, sorries and apologies won't slide anymore (anymore)
count your dollars, count down the hours until your short life ends
go through the motions five days a week, then get fucked up with your "friends"
there's gotta be more to my life than that
i made a promise to myself that i won't ever look back (ever look back)
i don't know why i insist
being such a pessimist
i can't stand myself, can't deal with all of this
no it can't be, the way it was when i was sixteen
no it can't be, sorries and apologies won't slide anymore (anymore)
and all of this anger it's keeping me awake
it swallows me whole, makes my bones shake
i'm wasting time all of the time
i'm living in fear of being alive
i guess this is it
i guess this is life
i'm wasting time all of the time
i'm living in fear of being alive
this can't be it
this won't be my life
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